Monday, December 13, 2010

the truth

If there is one thing I could change about myself, it would be my complete lack of faith in others.

I have gotten to the point that when someone does something to break my trust or let me down, I am not even surprised by it. People make mistakes- all the time. Why have high expectations when you are just going to be let down? Isn't it better to expect the worst and be happy when it all somehow works out?

I wish I didn't think this way, but I do. I expect that all relationships are just going to end in heartbreak so why even bother having one. Friends are just going to betray you, so why open up about anything?

I honestly feel that most people are too wrapped up in their own life to truly care about anyone else's problems. For this reason I have a hard time opening up about things that are bothering me. I don't think that anyone truly cares and that I shouldn't waste my time complaining about things that probably seem trivial in their minds.

What a sad outlook on life.

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