Who am I?

Sometimes, it is extremely to see the good in things. Right now, I'm struggling. I feel as if I took everything good in my life and accidentally dropped and broke everything. I need a glimmer of sunshine. A laugh, or a good conversation- it doesn't matter. Good music can only do so much. Shopping will not get rid of sadness. It just doesn't. The only thing you can do is snap out of it. It is not worth wasting precious time being sad. You can not control everything, so don't expect that you can.

"It is as if I had suddenly fallen into a deep whirlpool; I am so tossed about that I can neither touch bottom with my foot, nor swim up to the top"